You mean we're smoking dog sh.t ?!!? I reckon much of who I am and enjoy to be is because of luck because the things that I needed were not within my natural environment. The things that helped me were the situations when I found myself in new environments. I have been lucky this way. I think Cheech and Chong, and Spinal Tap are two essential must watch and know well movies. They can be life changing. When something is life-changing it can be deeply psychologically disturbing and uncomfortable, but it is better to accept that as the change happens. I have got used to taking deep psychological knocks as I continue to expand. But it is not a nice feeling at the time, but pays off later. Indeed, it has been a fantastic protection. I can easily fend for myself now, and thank goodness when I look at all the nastiness there was around me which I no longer have to have. I tackled another one on the street, one from long ago, and talk about a rabbit caught in headlights and panicking. It is actually just intelligence, mine being superior to theirs, but this intelligence comes from such as Spinal Tap and Cheech and Chong.